

Dirty Politics Behind DEA's 2-Year Ban on 7-OH and Potential Miracle Molecule SR-17018
It's looking like there's some really gruesome, outright transactional "politics" behind the ban on 7-OH and SR-17018.
1 day ago3 min read
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Snapshot: And This, Too, Is Life (Diary of a Fentanyl Relapse)
Stream-of-consciousness reflection on a relapse in progress.
Jun 1412 min read
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Beat and Evil Days
Wretched, interminable relapse + cyber bullying: 7,300 days of being a loser; on being called a ghoul and a navel-gazer.
May 512 min read
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The Physics of Absence: The Anorexic Poetry of Laura Ingram
If someone else were paying me to write this, I might feel compelled to begin with something pithy and breathless: "Even as poet Laura Ingram's body vanishes, her body of work grows..."
It's a good thing that no one else is writing over my shoulder.
Feb 2310 min read
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Vent Post: Livin' the Dream - Er, the Purgatorial Nightmare
Vent post: When I was a little boy, I always dreamed that I'd be 37, stuck in my hometown in a dead-end teaching job; biochemically handcuffed to methadone after years of carpet-bombing my receptor systems; physically and emotionally separated from my fiancé, who is geographically so far away that he couldn't be any more distant without leaving planet Earth (although, to be fair, I have become such a ghost of myself that it arguably wouldn't matter if we were physically toget
Feb 24 min read
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UK Trip, New Year's 2026: I'm Just A Teenage Dirtbag, Baby (Still)
England is a country with terrible food populated by posh women whose money cannot save them from looking like Mrs. Doubtfire. Because they can't go to the bathroom properly, its people are unruly and often intoxicated; they are deeply classist, their junk is uncut, and one of Earth's most beautiful and hospitable natural landscapes is largely wasted on them.
In short, I loved it. 10/10 will visit again.
Jan 1814 min read
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In Search of Lost Time: New Year, 2026
Holiday 2025 life updates: An original poem, plus reflections on childhood, living abroad, my relationship with my fiancé, and my thoughts on three memoirs that I have recently read. I also discuss my hopes and plans for 2026.
Dec 28, 202518 min read
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